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Pale and ghostly, one kind lives in the long-abandoned barn near the old farmhouse I call home. These small specters raise their young a few hundred feet from where I try to rear mine. I am not feathered in cream and tawn. My face does not take the shape of a heart. But I too fret the tightness of my nest and guard against my fledglings leaving it too early. I see these birds only when they—white phantoms— glide from the barn at dusk. By day some great-horned ones often roost on the poplar branches hanging above our back yard. Dark bronze giants, they while away the late afternoon watching me trim the grass, pull weeds, scour the barbeque grill on the deck. They keep track of our kitten as it plays on the lawn, knowing if such a ball of fur-covered fat were to scurry at night, it could be had in one swift swoop and strike. Owl. That name carried by both kinds is a moan, a one-syllable koan, a dominion of sound. Its roundness rolls itself only so far, then ends with my tongue pressed tight against my mouth's roof. As if enough has already been said. Often I am alone out back. When I raise my head, I see the amber eyes of a raptor staring at me. I know to remember— from these days onward, into all my days— I have been watched intently by a wide-winged god. Grace could hardly be more. —Paulann Petersen
One Small Sun, Salmon Poetry, 2019
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